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| User: | 363 (858681) |
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| Name: | [patient|#|363] [Arkham.Asylum] [floor.12|unit.42] | ||||
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| Bio: | Name: Julian Age: 21 Status: Drowning Disclaimer: This journal is first and formost a therapy tool for ME. It is by no means an accurate or complete view of my life, thoughts, beliefs or hopes. It is instead what I choose to write in here on any given day. I also try to write positive things in here and occasionally the boring mundane things about what I'm doing in here so my mother can see how things are going in my life as well. However mostly it is a means of catharsis. To think that you could possibly understand what truly goes on in my head based on what little you read here is the utmost in hubris. Hell *I* don't truly know what goes on in my head half the time and believe me I know one hell of a LOT more about me than you. This journal is a place to learn about me. Things in my life, problems that I'm having, bits of personal history. People who ask me "how are you","what's wrong" or who want to know about various other assorted things are told to read here because I really don't enjoy talking about it. Also the things written here are often more thought out and eloquent than I could explain in person. If that gives you the wrong impression sorry, not my problem. So just remember when reading this journal to take the time to realize that what you read doesn't define me. It doesn't even come close. In addition, you read this digital diary at your own risk. Those with pre-existing mental illnesses or past traumas may find the material herein to be of a triggering nature. By reading this digital diary you consent to an agreement to exculpate the author of all resposibility should you suffer adverse psychological or physiological effects. | ||||
| Interests: | 90: 93 current, aleister crowley, anorexia, antiquated mental health treatments, anxiety disorders, astrology, ativan, austin osman spare, bene gesserit, bipolar disorder, black, borderline personality disorder, bruce sterling, bulimia, ceremonial magick, chaos magick, cigarettes, current 23, current 93, cyberpunk, cyberpunks, diet coke, dissociative disorders, downhill skiing, dune, eating disorders, electroconvulsive therapy, electronica, extropianism, fantasy, fantasy novels, gay men, general anxiety disorder, gir, gloomcookie, goth, goth subculture, gothic, hair dye, historic mental hospitals, homunculi, invader zim, jthm, klonopin, lamictal, make-up, memes, memetics, mental hospitals, mental illnesses, money, neo-gnosticism, nny, occultism, oddworld, pain, panic disorders, post-traumatic stress disorder, postmodernism, postmodernity, pranic vampires, prescience, psychic vampires, punks, purple pussy, red, robert anton wilson, schizoaffective disorder, science fiction, self harm, self injury, self mutilation, self-discipline, seroquel, sigil magick, smoking, social anxiety disorder, socks, squee, synthpop, techno, technomancy, thelema, topy, torture, transhumanism, urban decay, vampires, vampirism, william gibson | ||||
| Schools: | None listed | ||||
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| Member of: | 12: boysineyeliner, cyanophilia, cyberpunk, gay_sex_tips, gayboi, hottiesinc, lovegayboys, onlinequizzes, schism_matrix, straightsvsgays, survey_addicts, the_ketamind | ||||
| Account type: | Basic Account | ||||
